Waste Of Time — текст песни (Nhoi)

I sat down to think aloud my
Mind and what it`s thinking
About a thousand things went
Running through my mind and I
Still tried chicks with whips and
Anarchists some political
Activists apocalyptic paranoids
Say we`ve run out of time the
Options were abundant and I
Was overwhelmed should I write
About the time I thought I died
And went to hell but it`s useless
To write about yours truly if I
Opened up to you would you
Take the time to get to know me

I can`t believe I mentioned it
I refuse to be affectionate
I`m sick of wasting all these
Thoughts about you but every
Time I sit to write a song the
Whole thing seems to come
Out wrong I can`t help but stop
To think the world about you

Wondering why I`m thinking about
My life it seems it`s inside out
A cross of thoughts and friends
And rhymes we`re laughing in my
Head cynically find sympathy
While speaking altruistically it`s
Possible that growing old is
Worth its weight in lead as time
Keeps passing by can`t help but
wonder why the future holds my
Destiny but is it all a lie and
Once again I start to think about
Yours truly you don`t agree to
Conceive what`s important to me
I`ll disregard your lack of showing

Who am I?Another guy wasting
All my stupid thoughts wondering
Why still I shut the door but I
Want more can`t help but stop
To think the world about you
I don`t care what you`re saying
To me my life has changed so
Drastically when the theist
Begins to philosophize it`d be
Just a waste of time

Dont want to don`t have to burn
A bridge and hear I hate you it`s
Just a waste of time