In Memory — текст песни (Nural)

To Hard to believe
And it still hasn`t hit me
Confusion as to how I feel
And I need to be shown
The direction I should go
Take everything and never be the same

Manipulated minds and suffering
Trying to hold back all of these feelings
I`m blinded by hate and misery
To afraid to face reality
It seems so unreal but I can`t deny
These of thoughts of you that still remain in my mind
Realizing that your never coming back

And that`s the way we left it
And that`s the way it`s delt with
No where, no where to go but down

There`s too much to take and there`s no way
I could ever imagine how I feel today
And still you pretent that it`s nothing new
As if all this doesn`t concern you
But still i picture you, in memory


And i just can`t believe
This is really happening
That one`s mind could so corrupted
Take it all away
And never feel the same
You`ll live with it and never forgiven