I`m breaking promises and breaking you apart
while this constant battle rages in my mind.
Over which path to take
How much of this is fate
and how much is just a waste of time
Because I don`t know just what I need
Stuck somewhere in the in-between
3 in the morning and I wish that I could sleep.
But I`m wide awake.
Medicine bottle`s laying empty on the floor
But I still can`t make these headaches go away
More of a bastard than I`ve ever been before
I`d be better off just bashing in my brains.
All this feels like it`s some other life
Doesn`t it seem way too dark tonight
Because I don`t know just what I need
Stuck somewhere in the in-between
3 in the morning and I`m writing this all down
And I hope it makes it easier somehow.