Im down again
And I dont know how to tell you
But maybe this time I cant come back
Because I might be too far down
I wish for real
That I could turn it on and off
Like hot and cold and up and down
Because Im down again
Im too far down
I couldnt begin to smile
Because I cant even laugh or cry
Because I just cant do it
If it was so easy to be happy
Why am I so down?
All I can do is sit and wonder if its going to end
Or if I should just go away forever
When I sit and think
I wish that I just could die
Or let someone else be happy
By setting my own self free
And you dont want the emotion
Because the taste it leaves is for real
But nothings ever real until its gone
And I might be too far down
And is this just another thrown away
Or is this the end of the whole stupid road
But you wouldnt want to know how I feel anyway
Because the darkest hole is at the end of the road
Im down again
And I guess Im not the only one who dreams
That theres not any way to tell you
Because I might be too far down