Waste Of Time — текст песни (never heard of it)

I sat down to think aloud my
mind and what it`s thinking
about a thousand things went
running through my mind and I
still tried chricks with whips and
anarchists some plitical
activists apocalyptic paranoids
say we`ve run out of time the
options were abundant and I
was overwhelmed should I write
about the time I thought I died
and went to hell but it`s useless
to write about yours truly ig I
opened up to you would you
take the time to get to know me

I can`t believe I mentioned it
I refuse to be affectionate
I`m sick fo wasting all these
thoughts about you but every
time I sit to write a song the
whole thing seems to come
out wrong I can`t help but stop
to think the world about you

wondering why I`m thinking about
my life it seems it`s inside out
a cross of thoughts and friends
and rhymes were laughing in my
head cynically find sympathy
while speaking altruistically it`s
possible that growing old is
worth it weight in lead as time
keeps passing by can`t help but
wonder why the future holds my
destiny but is it all a lie and
once again I start to think about
yours truly you don`t agree to
conceieve what`s important to me
I`ll disregard your lack of showing

who am I? another guy wating
all my stupid thoughts wondeing
why still I shut the door but I
want more can`t help but stop
to think the world about you

I don`t care what you`re saying
to me my life has changed so
drastically when the theist
begins to philosophize it`d be
just a waste of time

don`t want to don`t have to burn
a bridge and hear I hate you it`s
just a waste of time