If Death Comes — текст песни (Waxwing)

Hopeful but not optimistic
My mind becomes more dangerous by the second
So I`m hopeful but not optimistic
Lay down what you`re working on
It`s time to sleep
I promise that tomorrow will come
Cause time the clock keeps, it keeps.
I`m traveling faster and if death comes at least
Silence is comforting, finally released
From endless ringing
These are the horses that are calling me
The perfect ending I`m finally released.
I don`t know why we keep singing these songs
I`ve never heard anyone sing along, slowly dying.
Attempting to trick chaos into something beautiful
It`s what I live for, it`s magic.
Deep in this heart something is said.
Someone translate, help me understand, we`re all dying.
I`m screaming while I still can, hope my throat holds up
Under this pressure, so my heart won`t burst, I`m trying.
Try, all the time, all the time.