I`m on my way to hell at the age of fifteen
I`m tryin` to wake up cuz I think it`s a dream
But it`s not, picture me sittin` on top
Wit` two glocks to terrorize your whole muthafuckin` block
Screamin` fuck the world, as I load in my clip
Bust five in the air to let you know I don`t give a shit
I wuz tryin` to send `em up to God to let him know I`m ready
My only purpose on this Earth to kill and make fetti
But I`m broke as fuck, so I go steal some cigarettes
One day they might kill me, but homicide`s the bigga threat
What about suicide, should I take my own life?
Shoot it off in tha head or slit my throat with a knife
Is there a reason for me to try and stay alive?
I might die tonight, sorry I couldn`t say goodbye
But to who? I don`t have any friends and I`m feelin` lonely
Previous friends don`t even take the time to phone me
So I take my time, I`m tryin` to kill my mind
Listen to this shit, cuz it could be my last rhyme
Snortin` coke wuz a way to get away but it hurt
I missed a year of my life and lost my brain in tha dirt
I stopped cuz I`m tryin` to be optimistic
But I can`t cuz my life is so deranged and twisted
[Chorus-2x]
Fuck the world, that`s all I gotta say
Fuck the world, when I wake up everyday
Fuck the world, cuz life is hard to play
Fuck the world, till God takes me away
I`m losing my mind with every breath that I take
I been cursed since birth, it must`ve been a mistake
Am I lost in the madness or lost in my heart?
Everything I`ve ever known is falling apart
Nobody loves me anyways, so I say fuck it all
I live my life with no rules because I`m an outlaw
the law can`t take me, I ain`t goin` back to jail
They gonna have to kill me and send me to hell
It seems to me that dyin` young may be my destiny
I can`t let these weak muthafuckaz get the best of me
I`m runnin` `round strapped wit` my muthafuckin` four-five
About to pull some shit like them boys from Columbine
Don`t take it as a threat cuz I ain`t planned it yet
But it might just happen when I`m high off this cess
Is it wrong? I don`t see it, somebody please help me
I`m smokin` weed and drinkin`, I don`t think that it`s healty
Put the pistol to my head, end all the pain
Shoot myself five times straight into the brain
Visions of my throat slit lyin` in a puddle of blood
I got no love, I live my life as a thug
I`m sittin` around drownin` in my muthafuckin` sorrow
I live my life day-by-day, so fuck tomorrow
[Chorus-2x]
This life is like a chessgame one bad move you die
All this drama in my life, I feel like I could cry
But it comes as a horendous scream, afraid of my fucking dreams
They feel so real from what it really seems
I think I have friends but they don`t really know me
When I die in the end, I know that I die lonely
Fuck it cuz I`m born by myself, die by myself
Closin` this chapter put the book back on the muthafuckin` shelf
I don`t even exist cuz I already died
I wuz never ever born it wuz all just a lie
I woke up in a dream of horror and bloodshed
But this is my life, I only think that I`m dead
I`m already in hell because hell is the Earth
If the Earth is hell, then hell wuz my birth
[Chorus-2x]
Fuck the world [Repeat-8x]
