something`s in the way
something`s in the road
obstacles for me
something`s in my throat
some things bother me
some things don`t
other things might
my life`s a sinking boat
don`t let me drown, don`t let me sink
i`m not gonna rot, i`m not gonna stink like rotting
playing happy games
keeping up a smile
keeping myself happy
just for a while
making ugly music
writing stupid words
why do you want to listen?
don`t you get disturbed?
aren`t you getting tired?
don`t i make you sick?
isn`t your stomach turning?
doesn`t my face need to be kicked?
self-abuse, from me to you, to cover myself
to cover the truth, no self-worth,
i`m eating dirt, and i`ll get smart
and eat my words
and eat my words
and eat my words
and eat my words
and eat my words