Self Esteem — текст песни (Offspring)

And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I`m being used
That`s okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she`s playing with me
That`s okay cause I`ve got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection`s got me so low
If she keep it up I just might tell her so
When she`s saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she`s saying that I`m like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it`s better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care; Right ?
Now I`ll relate this little bit
That happens more than I`d like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that`s kind of hard when she`s ready to go
I may be dumb But I`m not a dweeb
I`m just a sucker with no self esteem