I can`t laugh
I can`t cry
I can`t see inside of me
Don`t know the reason why
I ain`t straight
And I ain`t high
I`m the ugly in between
Can`t live and I can`t die
I wanna scream
And I can`t win
My life`s a living soundtrack
For a human horror film
I can`t feel
And I can`t love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough
I can`t laugh
And I can`t smile
I`ll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die
I can`t love
And I can`t feel
And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me
I can`t fuck
I can`t feel
I`m one bizzare motherfucker
What the fuck`s inside of me
I`ll kill the beast
So to free my soul
And smash the mirrors
That won`t let me go
Oh if there`s a smile that ya see
It`s only the clockwork orange that`s in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
I`ll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengence that`s in me
And bury the mirror that`s inside me