Since The Day — текст песни (Invictus)

Since the mournful day she died
I`ve committed no crime
I`m living with my black heart
Huddled up like a child

Gold dust underneath my feet
I`ll reach Heaven`s gates
I`m living by the black light
I sense the smell of blood

I remember her dress of blood
My face drowning in there
Just screaming in the black night
Praying not to be there

Heartache, pain - all that remain
It`s raining in my heart
I can still hear their sad barks
Of the dogs of hell

[Chorus]
I can`t turn around
Death`s ghost is behind
I can`t go away
I need to cast off my bonds
I can`t live

I can play
By the Devil`s rules
But I can`t like a game
When the dice are loaded
By a sadistic cheater
I can play with madness
But I can`t bring her back
Back to life...

My heart spills out all over the floor
I don`t want to live anymore
I only stay in the dark
I cry every blessed day

I won`t say that I`m innocent
But I`ve paid for my crimes
I have explored my dark side
I`m very close to death.