Christ
The suffering and misery that I endure
to harbor thoughts so brizzare
beyond impure
Mother, I`m here
to do all the
things that you long
for me to do
I love when we`re
in our reside alone late
at night and you embrace me
Now you found another
to do all the things that
we used to do at night
in our room
Now I experience sexual
neglect at 10 years old
Now your life means nothing to me
after all the pain you caused me
Judt to see you with another guy
I guess I`m the only one was just a`lie
I confront you with sexual
trunstration built up inside
of me but you deny the pleasure
you`ll noy die in vain
The suffering and misery
that I endure to see your
streaks ob blood still run
down the wall
You can now not leave me
but your death was not in vain
even though your body`s cold
I can still enjoy you in death
Mother