I changed my life for you and all that you could do
Is betray me, how could you play me
You got me doing things I know I shouldn`t do
Am I crazy to live this way see
I know I`m wrong, I`m shamed everyday
We`re not as one, but you think it`s okay
My life is not meant to be lived this way, this way
You promised me one day we would be
Husband and wife but it seems to me
You`re moving further away from me, from me
Lord I`m trying to do what`s pleasing in your sight
But I`m in love, right now I`m caught up
Instead of leaving, I know that you`ll be right by my side
And you`ll make a way, just have your way
I spent too much time playin wife on many nights
Keepin you happy, giving you all of me
I wake up every morning feeling guilty cause you`re lying next to me
Father forgive me, thought by now we`d be married
Four months ago you promised me
By now I`d have my wedding ring
You`ve shown no committment to me, to me
I cannot blame you for using me
If I continue to let this be
Cause shacking with a man just ain`t me, ain`t me
Lord I`m trying to do what`s pleasing in your sight
But I`m in love, right now I`m caught up
Instead of leaving, I know that you`ll be right by my side
And you`ll make a way, just have your way