This One`s Gonna Bruise — текст песни (Beth Orton)

Do you even know what`s going on in a heart anymore
Constellations turned into little polaroids in a cardboard box
And I wanted so desperately to prove
You were still breathing but wouldn`t move
Okay, okay what a thing to choose this one`s gonna bruise
You`ll learn one day won`t you
What you want is bad for the souls in the rain
Afraid of the dark still in pain still in pain

Did you ever notice how the wind didn`t change that much
Fluctuations only sheets that you moved to be sure it was us
And I wanted so desperately to say
That you could trust me but I was lying anyway
okay, okay what a thing to lose
Left out in the rain, misuse
You`ll learn one day won`t you
You`ll learn some day won`t you
What you had was good for a while then it changed
Got too intense made it strange
And I feel bad for you I feel bad for you
But I don`t know why I don`t know why
Cos I`m as dead as you