Unwill — текст песни (Lilitu)

I`ve tried to find myself, but I can`t
To find some peace of mind or what`s left
Life seems so meaningless
Sometimes, I just want to give in

As the sorrow calls my name
She comforts me and leaves the scar of pain
and tells me everything will be alright
But I know damn well, that`s a lie

Take this day
No different than the others
But I know I cannot stay
Far and away
I`ll try not to remember
Still, I remember everything

I am Unwilling, I am unable
I see no hope at all
With all I`ve given
I can not carry on

Is this forever?
A foul endeavor
Or a veil which I`ve disclosed

I taste of tragedy and divine
Sweet pathetic comedy
And in time you`ll get the best of me
and my mind but it`s so insignificant

Will things get better?
In pieces, shattered
Within the lonely corners that the shadows know

It`s now or never
No need for reverence
I`ve paid my debts in full

Things will not get better
I am in pieces, shattered
Slipping into the darkest corner of my mind

Just let me go
Escape from reality
Please don`t remember me
I am not worthy of a memory