I`m Waking Up To Us — текст песни (belle and sebastian)

i need someone to take some joy in something i do
you need a man who`s either rich or losing a screw
you know i love you here`s the irony
you`re going to walk away intact
i think you never liked me anyway
you like yourself and you like
men to kiss your arse
expensive clothes
please stop me there
i think i`m waking up to us
we`re a disaster
you don`t want to know me
`cause you move in circles of the brave
where art defines their lives

she was the one love of my life, and i let her go
and if i look like death today,
then please let her know
i never wanted to do harm to her
i only wanted her to see
the beauty of the world surrounding her
but when she opened up her eyes
it`s much too late
our chance has gone
she`s with a guy
who takes the prize for everything i ever showed her
digging all the fun
because she`s older
i fed her with a spoon
i made her mother smile
i helped the kid survive

she was the one love of my life,
she showed me the road
i loved her dog, her steady gaze, the chapter is closed
i always wanted all the best for her
the best thing was to stay away
she grew up and she left the rest of us
and now the understanding`s gone
i haven`t changed, how could i?
i`m pretty much the same person
i cannot keep the anger hidden anymore
but lucky for you, you are not around
my anger turns to pity and to love
the season has arrived