she came on
like a storm
from the blind side of a memory
soft and warm
left me sea-sick on the shore
she believed
she could prove
it was her world that i needed
but i left her for someone i wanted more
always using clever words to hide the truth
communicating in the ignorance of youth
still i believe that my delusions are realities within confusion
i accept the consequences for my lack of innocence
she was wrong
sunshine bright
flaunting careless situations
guarded wit
always answering just because
wild cliche
i`m discreet
waking up from perfect dreaming
when i realized i want what never was
always using clever words to hide the truth (words to hide the truth)
communicating in the ignorance of youth
still i believe that my delusions are realities within confusion
i accept the consequences for my lack of innocence
why do i just refuse to disagree
with what i believe
i found myself wandering aimlessly
calling it freedom