Suicidal Failure — текст песни (suicidal tendencies)

Father forgive me for I know not what I do
I tried everything, now I`ll leave it up to you
I don`t wanna live, I don`t know why
I don`t have no reasons, I just want to die

I`m a suicidal failure, I gotta have some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can`t kill myself

Tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
I`m barely just 19, but my life I will retire
I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
I pointed it at my head, but I couldn`t get the job done

I`m a suicidal failure, I gotta have some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can`t kill myself

I took all my mothers sleeping pills
I jumped off a freeway bridge
I drank three kinds of poison
And drove my car off a ridge
I beat myself with a bat
Put a noose around my head
I`ve overdosed on heroin
But I`m still not dead

I`m a suicidal failure, I gotta have some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can`t kill myself

Death may not be the answer, it can`t be all that great
But me I`m not into living, with life I can`t relate
By some masochistic reasoning, I think it will be fun
I want to start my second life now
So shoot me with your gun