when we were lost,
we were saving every texture
taking breaths in every silk ray
candlelit nights blurred by dreams i never knew
and the land you crossed in my mind
pointed fingers straight through the back
of my heart
my hardened shell was your only defense,
you swore
i looked up once and i was enveloped...
these paths i can`t even spell
and i know i used to feel you,
and i know the things you used to say
and all the time
we`d spent
pennies in pools as deep as oceans
and hands in hands as warm as now.
and it seems so unreal,
you`re not in these memories.
..