Break — текст песни (Tura satana)

i`m stuck inside my mind it`s ugly what i find you think that i`m so kind this face has got you blind the
little girl will hide so pretty on the outside gonna burn and bleed this hate is killing me
i stay awake till three i`m drownin in my sleep i know the flesh is weak i pray my soul to keep i suffocated
with grief this monster will not leave my nightmare`s just begun i hate what iv`e become
cuz you made me to break me
i`m daddy`s little girl my mommy`s next to me i`d rather kill myself than go to therapy why won`t i shut my
mouth? cuz youv`e got eyes like me why don`t you shoot yourself so someone dies for me mommy!
cuz you made me to hate me
i try to fight but there`s no use guess i was built for your abuse bodies bruised hands are cold vicious
thoughts i can`t control shed the demons rid the past slit my wrists so they ask... what is real? what is fake?
pray to god i don`t break
father forgive me, for i have sinned its been 2 weeks since my last confession
don`t tell me what iv`e broken you aint seen nothin yet the glass just left me swollen it`s you i`m gonna get
are you afraid of me? i think you should be i`d rather kill myself than let you make me bleed i live in misery
and sit there quietly why don`t you stab yourself so someone dies for me mommy
no i`m not happy now you`re still here next to me i`d rather swallow shit than you infecting me i vomit
constantly while you apologize why don`t you kill yourself so someone fuckin dies mommy