Wake Up Screaming — текст песни (Subhumans)

I don`t think I am what I was before
I never watched anyone die before
I wish I`d never left home
I wish I`d left it alone
Temptation is a disease
You can never do as you please
Your body takes over and your mind don`t care
Never think twice what might happen out there
Go straight in for the ultimate sin
And nobody else ever seems to care
So I took what I thought was mine
And waited for a very long time
And I thought I knew what happened to you
Cos you told me exactly what to do
So I did it right and stayed up all night
Felt like killing myself for you
I don`t think like I did before
I never watched anyone die before
I felt like I died as well
The look the words the smell
The way you looked at me
As if I`d never be free
I remember the words like a favorite song
Cos I forget the way things went wrong
Faked a picture of perfect health
Then I realised I was killing myself
I don`t think I am what I was before
I never watched anyone die before
I dream in slow motion and I wake up screaming