cause in my mind it`s all a waste of time and there`s no excuse at all then i realize, surprise you were right all along guilty as charged i`ve been convicted and tried was it too much to ask for you to take my side cause there`s nothing here left to defend when it`s always me that you blame in the end nothing is what it seems, to me you`re sleeping without the dreams without you, nothing defines me over and over i keep wondering why then i give up and see that look in your eyes cause if i trip and fall, i`ll be to blame and if i hit the wall, i`ll still be the same wasting your time with your so called friends the one`s you adore and the one`s you pretend and it`s kind of sad and deranged but it`s not so bad that it can`t be explained and i want to know have i gone too far have i sunk to brand new low and i want to know if i`ve gone too far cause i`ve lost all my self control cause in my mind it`s the perfect crime and there`s no excuse at all then i realize surprise you were right all along when i`m slipping away, it`s only you that can find me and i over my head again i`m falling from end to end