Undefeated — текст песни (Good Riddance)

I`ve been at odd`s with a restless soul
I`ve felt the pain whenI lost control
I said the words but could not explain
The hurt fades but the scars remain

Got myself into situations
Ignored the threats and ministrations
Guilt choked by my last breath
I scared myself to death

So take my tears take all my fucking pain
I hope you`re entertained

I fell prey to my own theatrics
Been diagnosed by the psychiatrics
Mistakes that i have made
I`ve left myself betrayed

I`ve lied to those i love
I`d medicate but there`s never enough
No tears for the lives I`ve wrecked
I`ve lost my self respect

And now I`m reaching back
And I`m trying to make things right
And through my past I`ve gained a deeper sight
I`m less than proud of what I`ve done
But I know I`ve got to change
Somehow I know it`s only just begun
Begun to change it`s all on me
There`s no one else to take the blame
But I`m still caught up in this game