Resisting The Spirit — текст песни (my life with the thrill kill kult)

What am I supposed to do?
Sing an innocent song wrong
I`ve blocked you with a wall to prove
I`ve changed into another mood
Don`t look to me to help you through
Is it the way we`ll keep on going,
living each day so you`ll keep hoping
Shallow scars revealing pains
I wake up in a brainsick room
scratching lizards from my head
Dying for I`ve picked dark flowers,
I wonder how to kill the hours
I wander naked under white suns
Confused and lost I breathe your power
Am I wrong to live this way?
Dark reflections in mirrors...