Choices Made — текст песни (Good Riddance)

I`m so alone
In the darkest place I know
I`m a prisoner in my mind
And I`m searching for that light
And the faith I left behind
I`ve tried so hard
To look you In the eye
Time has never been a friend
And once again I`ve been betrayed
By the weight of what I know
And the choices that I`ve made
You stood so tall
And I`ve watched you fall
Looking on the bright side
I`ve known some peace
Cried on the shoulders
Of better men than me
It`s going to take a lifetime
To wash away
If I want to stay clean
I`ve got to start today