Last Call — текст песни (Bromell Peter)

(P. Bromell)
I`m gonna kill myself, commit suicide
but I don`t know how yet, cause I havn`t decided
should I use a razorblade or some sleeping pills
should I jump from my balcony, I don`t care as long it kills
I`m gonna leave you a message on my answering-machine
I`m gonna tell you the reason, and tell you what I meen
I`m gonna tell you why I feel like this, why I feel so blue
say how much I need your love, how much I need you
I don`t want you to feel sad, there`s no reason to cry
I`m just so tired of everything and I just wanna die
I don`t want you to get mad, I`m sure you understand
and I`m sure we`re gonna meet again, in the promised land
I`m gonna kill myself, commit suicide
But I don`t know how yet, cause I havn`t decided
should I buy me a pistol and blow my brains against the wall
should I put a rope around my neck, or should I wait for you to call