Fighting Gravity — текст песни (Brandtson)

i talk to you all the time the world thinks i`m crazy as crazy is and i don`t feel much different fluorescent lights hum their incessant anthem everything i believe and everything that holds me together at the seams seems so far away from here and we`re all wandering where`re we going and i wish my colors weren`t so faded i wish i didn`t feel so cold everyone`s so slow and jaded falling asleep to this midwestern drone i think about running everyday away from this life i`ve made built to last a little too long feeling trapped under my own weight too heavy now to stand let alone fly and i`m always watching the sky with jealous eyes wish i`d finally fall apart do something desperate to change things changed my mind again just when i was getting brave somewhere over this city high above the red brick chimneys i know we can escape this it feels like fighting gravity