why can`t it be simple like it is when we were young instead everything is hard nothing makes sense i can`t figure anything out all i can do is sit and let the tears roll down my face as my eyes fill everything turnes to gray all grows cold and dark between us and what i once felt for you now lies ruined of all the knives you`ve stabbed me in the back with one has finally found my heart and like venom hurt and confusion pump through every inch of my body all that i want is to heal your wounds how can i escape my open sores i sacrifice my well-being to become your support and i doing so i fall to the blade that is your affection i`m cut and broken and still i struggle on for you you deserve so much but what can i do i bend like the reed to your will only to be cut down by the scythe that is your love i set myself up to be knocked down i walk right into your trap but thoughts of love shine in my eyes and clutching at straws i follow their light what i don`t realise is that i`ve been beaten and the lights go out forever gone all to gray