As I continue to try to free myself.
I`m restrained by my own vice.
A most surprising weakness.
That`s so hard to identify.
Thinking back upon myself.
I often chose without much thought
Much more is of consequence.
Pure pleasure or from the heart.
Just another addiction.
Will I ever gain control.
Or will I make the same mistakes.
Confusing love and physical lust.
I continue to let it trap me.
Restrained... By my own actions
Restrained... without emotion.
Another aspect of control. Another time I`ve been deceived.
Another choice. That got the best of me.
Broken promises. For moments of a false emotion.
Broken promises. Never again.