[Vlastyn]
I confess I`m nothing you thought I`d be
but you already knew
It`s only some days that I forget myself
and but fewer that I care
I`m nothing that I wanted to be
I`ve said nothing that I wanted to say
And it`s only now that I confess
I`ll never find my own way
You looked so solemn as I laughed at
everything you said
You thought that I actually cared
when I really wanted you dead
I`m nothing that I wanted to be
I`ve said nothing that I wanted to say
And it`s only now that I resent myself
cause I`ll never find my own way
And it`s the way I`m always going to be
because I`ve lost concern for myself
And it`s the way I`m always going to be
because I`ve lost control of myself