My Life In The Knife Trade — текст песни (Boy Sets Fire)

How many times have i noticed that our eyes hardly ever meet?
From your judgment seat I can feel the anger for my very being.
Fill me in on when you became such a big part of my life.
That I should bother with all your lies designed to bring me down.
Wrong again don`t depend on any reaction again!

I remeber the icy walls that shot up from nowhere,
and I can see every lie you`ve ever told yourself.
You bleed me dry and I don`t ask why but I`m left with the dust.
Judas kiss I dismiss thank you all for this I am untouched (i am),

wait again I`m not through with the screaming
I contend that you`ve got nothing better to do
I`d trade my life for a barrel of gold
find someone else before I get too old
if I live my life for aesthetic gain will you repay me with all your shame

I can see every light inside your brain go on every time that I walk by
for nods and whispers
your comfort in my suffering is no longer disturbing
I`m lost beyond your petty stopwatch in life`s real time (lifes real)

wait again I`m not through with the screaming
I contend that you`ve got nothing better to do
I`d trade my life for a barrel of gold
find someone else before I get too old
if I live my life for aesthetic gain will you repay me with all your shame

Don`t get up I was only leaving the room.
When the door of your judgment swings back around again,
maybe I`ll stop to watch your act and I`ll go on my way!
I`ve seen quite enough of too many childish games.
I`m ashamed of every moment and that I ever gave them the time of day.
All the worst of enemies are somehow always friends that used to be...