Under Saturn`s Shadow — текст песни (Tiger Army)

Here I sit and wait throughout my days
Waiting for something, for my spirit to ascend
It`s not that I so badly want to die
But at these times i struggle for desire to live

Each day it grows worse than the last
Function divorced from my body
As Saturn`s Shadow falls across my soul
I`m powerless, until it`s passed

And I`m trying, I`m trying to find a way
Out of the blackness of this tunnel at the end of the light
And I`m dreaming forever of the day
Dreaming of a time when life won`t be this way
(Under Saturn`s Shadow I am falling, Under Saturn`s Shadow)

Webs invisible blind my spirit
In bondage to a force unseen
Like a candle, this gift my life
It burns away, it burns away

Until night`s end sleep will not come to me
Then come restless, fitful dreams
Eternal slumber calls me to her arms
After I`m dead, will I still dream?

Sometimes I dream that I`m alive
Under the stars, under the sky
Then I awaken paralyzed to another day I cannot face
And I`m trying, I`m trying to find a way
Out of the blackness of this tunnel at the end of the light
And I`m dreaming forever of the day
Dreaming of a time when life won`t be this way
(Under Saturn`s Shadow I am falling, Under Saturn`s Shadow)