So maybe I am bound by fate
A problematic scarring induced by hate
It never seems to all pan out
Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout
You seemed to have a bad effect
Your rules and contradictions I would neglect
Though not my fault, you made me feel
Like my own education wasn`t truly real
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Then you came right in, tearing out my soul
How would all this loss be your only goal
I`m left standing here desperate in the cold
Since you took your life, mine has not been whole
So there I stood a scolded child
The reasons never questioned my pains been filed
Inside this place that makes me feel
I learned life is unfair and that is very real
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While you try to overcome the lesson
Making the most of those questions that just
Keeps me guessing
I`m looking longer, harder, further, than I ever have
Solitude breaking me down, you always seemed glad
To put me down and stick me in that little pit
Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit
Then I became the person that you hated most
Disrespecting the father, son and Holy Ghost
A small example of what the things you`ve done to me
Have changed in my life and changed the things
I`ll never be
I`ll never be
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