I really don`t know what I`m doing here
I really think I should`ve gone to bed tonight but...
Just one drink
And there`re some people to meet you
I think that you`ll like them
I have to say we do
And i promise in less than than an hour we will honestly go...
Now why don`t I just get you another
While you just say hello...
Yeah just say hello...
So I`m clutching it tight
Another glass in my hand
And my mouth and the smiles
Moving up as I stand up
Too close and too wide
And the smiles are too bright
And I breathe in too deep
And my head`s getting light
But the air is getting heavier and it`s closer
And I`m starting to sway
And the hands all on my shoulders don`t have names
And they won`t go away
So here I go
Here I go again...
Falling into strangers
And it`s only just eleven
And I`m staring like a child
Until someone slips me heaven
And I take it on my knees
Just like a thousand times before
And I get transfixed
That fixed
And I`m just looking at the floor
Just looking at the floor
Yeah i look at the floor...
And I`m starting to laugh
Like an animal in pain
And I`ve got blood on my hands
And I`ve got hands in my brain
And the first short retch
Leaves me gasping for more
And I stagger over screaming
On my way to the floor
And I`m back on my back
With the lights and the lies in my eyes
And the colour and the music`s too loud
And my head`s all the wrong size
So here I go
Here I go again...
Yeah I laugh and I jump
And I sing and I laugh
And I dance and I laugh
And I laugh and I laugh
And I can`t seem to think
Where this is
Who I am
Why I`m keeping this going
Keep pouring it out
Keep pouring it down
Keeping it going
Keep pouring it down
And the way the rain comes down hard...
That`s the way I feel inside...
I can`t take it anymore
This it I`ve become
This is it like I get
When my life`s going numb
I just keep moving my mouth
I just keep moving my feet
I say I`m loving you to death
Like I`m losing my breath
And all the smiles that I wear
And all the games that I play
And all the drinks that I mix
And i drink until I`m sick
And all the faces I make
And all the shapes that I throw
And alll the people I meet
And all the words that I know
Makes me sick to the heart
Oh I feel so tired...
And the way the rain comes down hard...
That`s how I feel inside...
