I wander aimlessly through life
With an emptiness inside of me
Eating away my happiness
I float in apathetic misery
Wake up to the sound of my alarm
Dreading what troubles lie ahead
Fight through the hollowness to find a way
But I die a little more every day
My life seems to go on and on
My mind is never at rest
Stress is winning in this sanguine war
Society`s the pimp and I`m everybody`s whore
Tossing and turning I wish I could find it
Wanting and yearning I hope I can find it
Looking for the answer but I don`t have a question
Every step I take is in the wrong direction
Every thought I think is a diluted misconception
Another few of hours of lying awake
It`s a bitter bill that I can not take
My mind implodes as I obfuscate
I take deep breaths but I suffocate
I`m tired of living loathsome days by the clock
Rotting away in a prison with a lifelong lock
I reach for the key but it`s hidden in my mind
I long to see, my eyes are wide but I`m still blind