I`m not the animal I used to be but you
Shouldn`t speak ill of the dead
I`ve never been just one of the boys, I`ve never hidden guns under the bed
I feel like Jesus, I feel betrayed, and you know
Damn well that I feel crucified
Assassination, shot full of vitrial, there`s so
Many more heroic ways to die
I close my eyes and I start to drift away
I close my eyes and I start to sway
Lie back and think of England I`ll just fake it some more
A carrion feast for the ravens and the crows
I know my price and I`ll be your whore and I
Don`t care if the whole damn world knows
I feel so jaded, so tired and so worn
I feel like I`ve got nothing left to say
I`ll be a martyr, a brave little soldier cos
There`s so many demons left to purge and slay
I close my eyes and I start to drift away
I close my eyes and I start to sway
Trapped in the eye of a hurricane
Taking a ride on a runaway train
Behind the wheel of a crashing car
Caught in the trail of a falling star
Can`t turn my back without a blade digging deep
It`s more than enough to make a grown man cry
The God in me is the, the devil in you, there`s
Many more beautiful ways to die
I close my eyes and I start to drift away
I close my eyes and I start to sway