in the face of all that`s obvious i continue to wreck my life... so set in my ways it`s impossible to do what`s good... smokin, jokin + boozin my time away just livin for the pain + lies caught in denial.. chorus: look in the mirror to only see a liars face in front of me i`ve tried so hard to heed the warnings my heart is turning on with self slaughter, the barfly gives in... once again the bottle is judge + jury he`s caught in a struggle that calls for his life... so caught up in his own self destruction, caught in denial... chorus: i made my own bed i`ll sit in the mess this poison booze lifestyle is a dear friend and i know it`s a lie, but it`s all that i have i`m going right for the end with total abandon....! chorus: it`s real