It`s Been Awhile (Edited) — текст песни (Staind)

It`s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it`s been awhile since I first saw you
And it`s been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it`s been awhile since I could call you
But everything I can`t remember
As f***ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that I`ve rendered I`ve stretched myself beyond my means

It`s been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn`t addicted
And it`s been awhile since I could say I love myself as well
And it`s been awhile since I`ve gone and f***ed things up just like I always do
And it`s been awhile but all that s*** seems it disappear when I`m with you

But everything I can`t remember
As f***ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that I`ve rendered I`ve gone and f***ed things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day

It`s been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it`s been awhile since I said I`m sorry
And it`s been awhile since I`ve seen the way the candle lights your face
And it`s been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste

But everything I can`t remember
As f***ed up as it all may seem to be
I know it`s me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

It`s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it`s been awhile since I said
I`m sorry