I never cried for forgiveness
I never cried to change it all
I never remember feeling anything
I never cried at all
I never thought about my innocence
I know exactly where it went
I had no choice but to leave it behind
I never stopped to look back
And I`m happy that I`m glad
I`m so sorry that you`re sad
And they tell me it`s not that bad
that I`ve lost all feeling.
And I`m happy that I`m here
so optimistic, so sincere
and it`s a good thing that I`m so numb
otherwise i`d be no fun.
I always focused on the future
But I always wondered where you went
I always considered feeling sorry for myself
I figured someday this would end.
And I`m happy that I`m glad
I`m so sorry that you`re sad
And they tell me it`s not that bad
that I`ve lost all feeling.
And I`m happy that I`m here
so optimistic, so sincere
and it`s a good thing that I`m so numb
otherwise these moonlit skies
would never find the right appeal
and the sun in my eyes
wouldnt shine bright enough to reveal.
That I`m happy that I`m glad
I`m so sorry that you`re sad
And they tell me it`s not that bad
that I`ve lost all feeling.
And I`m happy that I`m here
so optimistic, so sincere
and it`s a good thing that I`m so numb
otherwise i`d be no fun.