Prelude of the end — текст песни (Abhorrent)

When I try to remember the beginning
The whole thing comes like a dream
That don`t bring me laughs
And something might be reality

CHORUS
The nothing , the empty
Without light
Without a way

I still have regards
From what I`ve been but, who am I?
Prisoner of one life that
I don`t know the past

(CHORUS)

Due to scare of what I`ve been
Today I hide myself in darkness
Catching the few that rest
Waiting for the end of the line

(REPEAT)

When I`ll find what I think it`s real
To quench my thirsty for the truth
Finishing my sufferings and fears
Ahead of me like a thick haze

(CHORUS)

When I try to remember the beginning
The whole thing comes like a dream
That don`t bring me laughs
And something might be reality