In a police car I feel so very small
I see my lovers face and I watch her teardrops fall
And I try to figure out where Id fallen off the track
I sold my soul to the devil and then I stole it back
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And in the end, you know a dope fiend aint got no friends
And a junkie is a junkie to the bitter end
Hope to die now, cuz you know Im better off dead
Hey brother, wont you lend me a helpin hand?
I tie myself off, shoot it in my veins
I feel like marlon brando and Ive hid another days pain
Im goin back where its safe, goin back to the womb
I find my mothers comfort, here in a needle and spoon
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And christmas for a dope fiend aint no fun
Waitin for good times that seem to never come
Goin out now, gonna get myself a gun
Please stop me, dont you know Im on a run?
Arent you tired of the detox and the places in the mind?
Arent you tired of the misery, arent you tired of doin time?
And I try to figure out where Id fallen off the track
You know I sold my soul to the devil and then I stole it back
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Im a dope fiend, Im a liar, a cheat and a thief
At my funeral, wont you bring me a red rose wreath?
Dress in black now, show everyone your grief
Well, Im gone now, you can all feel relief!