When Im asleep
I leave the light on
And try to breathe
Relive the moment I was born
I feel the breeze
It feels electric
Then mockery
Another headache I reject
Suppose the feelings real
Youd never know
Suppose its what you feel
Youll never know
Thats what I dont understand
Thats what I dont know
Now Im awake
I leave the light on
And take a swim
Beneath the rocks and undertow
I try to scream
I dont remember where Ive been
A trampoline
Another lack of oxygen
Suppose the feelings real
Youd never know
Suppose its what you feel
Youll never know
I open my mouth but theres
Nothing to swallow down
Im scratching my face like theres
Something, farther down
Its like a drug
I turn the light off
And pull the plug
But still it always comes back on
Suppose you change your mind
And back again
Suppose you had more time
And adrenaline