When I`m asleep
I leave the light on
And try to breathe
Relive the moment I was born
I feel the breeze
It feels electric
Then mockery
Another headache I reject
Suppose the feeling`s real
You`d never know
Suppose it`s what you feel
You`ll never know
That`s what I don`t understand
That`s what I don`t know
Now I`m awake
I leave the light on
And take a swim
Beneath the rocks and undertow
I try to scream
I don`t remember where I`ve been
A trampoline
Another lack of oxygen
Suppose the feeling`s real
You`d never know
Suppose it`s what you feel
You`ll never know
I open my mouth but there`s
Nothing to swallow down
I`m scratching my face like there`s
Something, farther down
It`s like a drug
I turn the light off
And pull the plug
But still it always comes back on
Suppose you change your mind
And back again
Suppose you had more time
And adrenaline