On the way home,
this car hears my confessions.
I think tonight I`ll take the long way.
This weather.
The wind outside is biting.
It has left me feeling tired & exposed.
You`ve been asking me to bleed.
It seems these kinds of questions
come too easy to you now.
Your lack of shame comes naturally.
I should not be suprised.
I should have seen it sooner.
You expect me to apologize
for things that you`ve done wrong.
While you`re inciting others.
You`re owning up to nothing
and I wish that I was gone,
because you`re not going anywhere.
This damp air
is fighting my defroster.
My sighs they ring victorious
& fog this tinted glass.
It`s clouded
& so is my head.
The hint of these new tears are sharp.
I try to hold them back.
It`s useless.
I am useless against them.
They are beating me with ease.
On the way home
this car hears my confessions.
I think tonight I`ll take the long way.