Feel betrayed, ...as I sit here cold and tired
It seems that what I valued before
has been eaten cold by a ghost
Deeds, what`s to gain here
I want to kill myself
but I ain`t got the guts... yet
Ice cold, even the smoke cuts cold
Mother, father, brother, sister
you don`t understand me
`cos how could you...
When I can`t
Deeds, what`s to gain here
I want to kill myself
but I ain`t got the guts... yet
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You bastards
Blind laughters I miss my home
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Sick, feel sick
can`t eat more of your shit
You are a decieving liar
and I am a mistrusting fire
Nowhere to go but home
Deeds, what`s to gain here
I want to kill myself
but I ain`t got the guts... yet
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