Holding On — текст песни (Blue Rodeo)

I wouldn`t mind if you told me I was wasting time
It`s hard for me here trying to say these things with you so near
I`m already undone, already undone

Now is the time I should leave these useless things behind
But fool that I am, I try to stay inside of your latest plan
I`m already undone

This time I promised myself that I wouldn`t sink so far
But here I am, I`m wrapped around you in the glow of this empty bar
I wish I could hold my tongue and finally say goodnight.
Am I holding on too tight?

Hours ago I could pride myself on some control
But plans that I`ve made disappear with every drink that`s laid
I`m already undone, already undone

Yeah, there`s a way but I can`t even keep one single word I say
And I`ve been wrapped around your finger from the very first day
I wish my legs would work and I could run out in the night
Am I holding on too tight?

I wouldn`t mind if you put me out of my hurt some time
I`m waving the flag, chasing beauty shouldn`t be such a drag
I`m already undone, already undone

Now I am lost and I can`t even feel my head
While you and all your friends are laughing about something you wish you`d said
I wish I could just reach up and turn out every light.
Am I holding on too tight?
Yes I know I`m holding on too tight.