Regain My Innocence — текст песни (Crackpot)

A blunted day, I`m sitting for a few hours now
On my sofa, thinking of nothing at all
I`m so tired, Sick to death of the whole world
I`d really like to indulge to my heartache
But I do realize that I ain`t even feelin` pain
So I give it up without any remorse yeah
And still I`m staring out of the window

And I`m dreaming of the day when I`ll be dead
Desperate longing for a stainless innocence
Yeah I`m dreaming of the day when I`ll be dead
Trying to regain my innocence

A boring night and the party doesn`t cheer me up
The only way is to stupify myself tonight
So I go and get myself a drink or two
And watch the people, just asking myself if theyHave as much fun like they look like or if they
Are just pretending exactly as I do
And all my friends that I had so much fun with
They loo threatening and strange to me now

And I`m dreaming of the day when I`ll be dead
Desperate longing for a stainless innocence
Yeah I`m dreaming of the day when I`ll be dead
Trying to regain my innocence