i`ve been alone for so long
forgotten by the world forgotten to myself
your effervescent eyes have awakened me
and brushed the dust away...
but i knew you`d never stay
so i memorized the color of your eyes
as i lost myself inside you
i memorized the way our lags entwined
as i drifted off beside you
i miss
god i miss waking up beside you
at night i cling to you i`m so afraid
afraid the day will come
and i`ll wake up and find you gone
but you promise that you`d not abandon me
and kissed my fears away.....
but i woke up to that day.....
but i had memorized the way our eyes would meet
reflected in the bathroom mirror
and i memorized your naked silhouette
as you slowly brushed your hair
i miss god i miss waking up beside you
i`ve been alone for so long...
i forgot how much it hurts to wake up so alone
but i memorized how warm your body felt
as you lay half asleep beside me
and i memorized the way the sunlight filled the room
and played upon your body....
i miss god i miss waking up beside you....