Shame — текст песни (Stabbing Westward)

I only see myself reflected in your eyes
so all that I believe I am essentially are lies
and everything I`ve hoped to be or ever thought I was
died with your belief in me so who the hell am I?
I`m wandering `round confused
wondering why i try
the more that you deny my pain
the more it intensifies...
I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for you...
if you ignore that I`m alive
I`ve nothing to cling to

I stare into this mirror
so tired of this life
if only you would speak to me or cared if i`m alive
once i swore i would die for you
but i never meant like this

I don`t know if I`m real without you
what is left of me without you?
I don`t know what`s real without you
HOW CAN I EXIST WITHOUT YOU?