I Don`t Believe — текст песни (Stabbing Westward)

I`m such an asshole
god I`m such a stain
I just keep fucking up again and again
you crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed
said everything I`ve ever longed to hear
so perfect so alive once inside you sucked me dry
you used me up and left me here for dead

I crave it desperately a cancer eating me
an addiction too intense to be denied
worthless I`m a whore crawling back for more
it`s pathetic how I feed off this abuse

you told me that you love me
and I believed you loved me
but you swore that you loved me
and I believed... now I know it was a lie

(chorus)

I don`t believe
I don`t believe
that I could be so stupid and so naive
I don`t believe
I don`t believe
that there is nothing, nothing left for me